Why am I living this way?

The damage done by the institution that I’ve grown up with and even been apart of. I almost feel like I’m experiences an identity crise. I’m starting to question everything that I’ve ever been taught and it has started to make me nervous…yet I’m here with questions. I was at the nail salon the other day and heard this women who was clearly sexually liberated and she talked about everything that was on her mind. Despite the people who surround her, this women continued her conversation. I was personally entertained. I had to ask myself how the fuck did I get this conservative…especially with the history of my family tree. My child was the first in my family’s history to be born within marriage. Me, my mom, her mom, her mom and her mom were all born to single mothers.

I have to ask myself…what exactly am I doing with my life and how did I get here!

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