There are any reasons that have led me to this path. All that I can say is I believe that this lifestyle and I may have found our perfect union. My only concern is never being satified after I’ve enter in. Is there life after BDSM? I’m not sure. I think that I have infact found my dominate. His nature is comforting and so far he has been skilled at ‘creating’ safe space. I feel like his youngin because his experience in this area is far beyond what my imagination could conger.
I think that I may have found my lover… My only concern is his ability to turn me out. I have so starved in this area. I would love to know what he’s working with because he mentioned toys. It makes me question his stamina. I want to tighten up before we meet for shared adult experiences.
I don’t know if my heart will ever connect with him because I will always just feel like one of many. He has 18+ years of experience in the world of BDSM.